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Chaosbanshee
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Name: Jake
Country: United States
State: Ohio
Metro: Toledo
Birthday: 7/18/1988
Gender: Male
Interests: Music, photography, gaming, concerts, making things, cars, poetry, paintball, philosophy playing the drums, drawing, exploring the known, anything my friends think up to do.
Expertise: Rock Star and paintball guru.
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  Chaos Juxtaposed
MSN: Chaosbanshee14@hotmail.com
Member Since:
5/10/2004
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| i'm giving up on this, i have plenty to write about, no doubting that, but i just don't feel the need to put it on here anymore.
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| hey guys, i'll write up everything from yesterday AND today a little
later, don't exactly have the time right now. But I can tell you
that I'm going to be incorporating a picture i have to draw with
every entry in here from now on, just at least to force me to try and
get used to thinking of something funny every day, mayb making a couple
characters, whatever. Just don't expect anything incredible
unless I make a point of it to be, hehe. Main point is I need to
get my act together
on the thing. Ok, today is a tribute to the most hated of all
things in halo...that damned power sword... (thats supposed to be ryan
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| i need blank tapes...for mixing...and a large amount of disposible cash to buy vinyl....among other things.
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honestly
I have no excuse for the suckiness of this drawing. It's a
combination of sleep deprivation, pure boredom, not having drawn for 2
months, an urge to draw suddenly, and taking only about 10 minutes on
the poor thing. This next one too. Honestly, what the hell was I thinking?
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| I've decided after a little consideration I need to reorganize my
priorities and how I want to be as a person again. I know what
you're thinking, didn't he just finish that a little while ago after a
long deliberation? Well...yeah, but some things can only become
clear in that special moment of bleary eyed sleep deprivation, when
your mind is in a trance after an hour of listening to music half
asleep and thinking about things, that your soul can truly communicate
with your feelings and some things that were not in consideration
before suddenly explode onto the surface of your imagination and
thought. A seeming revelation of new ideas and prosperous hopes
of a life completely free and happy, where I and those around act as
one, where everything is under our own control and nothing is led by
the inevitable corruption of humanity's follies, someplace where we can
be entirely natural, humble, fearless, at peace, simple, and free.
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| Hmm...started the day off with a physical, which was less than
thrilling, but at least I didn't have to do the "cough" stuff this
year, that was definitely a nice bonus.
THEN I got to wait until Irene got back from dropping off her relatives
off at the airport annnd for the poor girl to vacuum her house until we
got to get together. She gave me this HUGE 17 page card of
randomness, which, honestly, is one of the best gifts I've ever gotten,
I dunno, I felt like it was something from a movie to be honest, haha.
AFTER driving around for a while trying to decide what exactly to do,
we ended up with getting some stuff together and having a water balloon
fight down at sidecut park and then walked around there trying to
figure out how to get back to my car, which was quite the
adventure.
LATER we got some awesome pizza made by the man David, and rented "I
<3 huckabees" to watch, which was a seemingly random movie that all
came together at the end, definitely worth getting (I'm actually about
to go watch it again right now, I think). Then we had some
"issues" with her falling asleep while we watched independence day on
tv after huckabees, so we had to race her back to her house
before it got too late past when she was supposed to home.
Hoooopefully nothing bad came out of that!
I came back a little while afterwards and just kinda sat on my car and
looked at the stars for a while, very relaxing. I actually just
claimed my own star to talk to tonight, if that makes any sense.
I call him mitchell, and hes the bright star 2 inches to the upper left
when I'm looking straight up at the sky from the hood of my car, just
so you know thats my star!
Definitely a damned good day. Now I have to go clean the house for the parents tomorrow, goodnight kids.
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